This week I was broken. What happened affected me so much I have avoided writing about it, though I knew I needed to.

While we were out geocaching on Sunday, Lisa and my email alerts went off at the same time. "Somebody must be copying both of us!" Lisa said. We were in the middle of a hunt, so we ignored it, expecting it to be another one of my dad's forwards or something else of little to no consequence (no offense, dad!)

My new priorities began last week. If you didn't read about it, make sure you check out the "New priorities" blog some time. In that blog, I promised to give you any updates. Holy cow, do I have a boatload today! I must say, being employed by God and leaving my life in His hands has REALLY blown my mind this week. Those who don't believe in God will question everything from this point on, I know. If this is you, try to ignore my obvious bias and see what's happening in my world and my heart.

After a 2 week hiatus I needed to finish up my Social Networking and the Seasons "blog series". This is the blog I've been looking forward to doing and have been building up to. I'm still excited, but the past 2 weeks have really added some new perspective and direction to my life, so this is the first of 2 blogs I'll be writing today. Though the second blog frankly makes this one a little anticlimactic (at least to me), it interestingly still lines up with where my heart is going and what I'm so excited about!

So I wasn't planning on blogging so soon, but I was tossing and turning half the night with this one rattling around in my head. I actually promised this blog to my good friend, Becky, 9 or 10 months ago, but never did it. As an EXTREME people person (to the point that it becomes detrimental, sometimes) I struggle with letting friendships go. I often care more about what others think of me than I care about my own well-being. Enter Joel Osteen.